Author KD Grace is in the house. She is not the only one that the domestic goddess gene skipped over. I think many of us can relate to her "dilemma."
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I look fairly well-adjusted to most people, and I can pull off the normal act pretty well after years of practice, but the sad truth of the matter is, I live in the heavy shadow of a long line of domestic goddesses. It's a burden I bear as best I can, and the women in my family have bucked up well in spite of the family secret. There's no denying it. I just didn't get it ... the domestic gene. It's not my fault. You get what you get, don't you? And I just didn't get any of that nesty, homey, Suzie homemaker stuff in my genetic soup bowl.
My mother could have moved into a cow shed and within a few hours, a few days at the most, made Martha Stewart herself proud. Me, I'm more the type to move into a nice flat and adapt to whatever the previous resident's version of interior design was. Does repainting everything to my own taste ever enter my mind? Nope! Does buying new curtains and placing pictures tastefully on the wall ever enter my mind? Only if there is a spot that needs to be covered. It's not that I'm a pig or anything. I'm not even a slob. I'm just oblivious.
I know there are women who actually enjoy housework. But I've never been able to see what's to enjoy? And what's the point? Don't give me all that satisfaction of a job well-done rubbish. Even if I wanted to do it well, I couldn't. It's not genetically possible. My efforts, no matter how earnest, are always mediocre at best. My mother and sister, even my sister in-law, could cook a three course meal for a family of twelve in a kitchen smaller than a shower stall and dirty only one pot. My kitchen is considerably bigger than a shower stall, and there are barely enough dishes in my house to make pasta and a salad for my husband and me. No, it's not a shortage of cookware; it's a shortage of domestic savvy.
Oh, I took home economic classes like all girls my age were forced to when we were in school, and I even passed the courses, but I think it was because the teacher took pity on me, or maybe she took pity on herself because she didn't want me back in her class again. Don't get me wrong, I can cook a decent meal. I can run a vacuum through the centre of the living room to get the crunchy bits all off the carpet. I can iron the biggest wrinkles out of a shirt without ironing back in too many more new ones in the process. I can sew on a button and even get the bloodstains out of the shirt afterward from the needle wounds in my finger. But I lack finesse, I lack enthusiasm, I lack that certain domestic spark that the other women in my family just naturally have.
My sister would say my gifts lie in other areas. And she would say that while whipping up a batch of cookies between ironing creases in her tea towels. I love to go to her house. It always feels like someone just freshly unwrapped the package. And the cool thing about my sister's house is that she manages to make it look clean, smell like freshly baked cookies and feel comfy and welcoming all at the same time. If I ever manage to get my house clean enough to meet the standard and make it smell like freshly baked cookies, the resentful scowl with which I would answer the door and the deep beetling of my brow from all the effort that doesn't come naturally would go a long way toward canceling out the comfy and welcoming feel I was aiming for.
It's a good thing I can write, because I can't sew, crochet, make tasty canapes or do any of that homey artsy stuff. Fortunately the women in my family have never held my genetic shortcomings against me. They love me anyway. I'm glad, because they do that even better than they do domestic stuff, so I came out okay in the end. And really, I think it's an excellent trade-off, the domestic gene for the writing gene. I'm not too warped from my dearth of domesticity, and the writing gene has made me almost completely self-entertaining. Plus I can do a fair job of entertaining others as well. It may just be that in the end, my mother got a real bargain with me after all.
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K D Grace was born with a writing obsession. It got worse once she actually learned HOW to write. There's no treatment for it. It's progressive and chronic and quite often interferes with normal, everyday functioning. She might actually be concerned if it wasn't so damned much fun most of the time.
Her erotica has been published with Xcite Books, Mammoth, Cleis Press, Black Lace, Erotic Review, Ravenous Romance, and Scarlet Magazine.
Her first novel, The Initiation of Ms Holly is available now.
Find out more about K D Grace on her website, http://kdgrace.co.uk. She's also on Facebook and Twitter.