My name is Katie Harper and I am a widow. My husband died almost five years ago on Christmas Day when I was twenty seven. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Feel bad for me. Are you done? No. Well get over it!! I have. After almost five years of having only a pillow to sleep with, I have decided to venture into the treacherous waters of dating. I hated dating before I got married. Now, I’d like to kill it, roast it, and serve it for Sunday dinner.
I’m not big on going to a bar and trolling for a date. You have to like, take a shower and get dressed and act like you’re interested in Mr. Dirty Martini’s night elf druid World of Warcraft avatar. So I joined an online dating site. You can date in your pajamas! And if you don’t like someone you can just not respond to their “flirt”. There is no pressure! But, there’s a downside to the whole online dating thing. People are comfortable hiding behind their computer, eating Cheet-os in their underwear. A little too comfortable. A guy who, in a traditional dating scenario, wouldn’t have the balls to hold your hand on the first date, is totally OK whipping out his wenis to give you a taste of what’s to come. How do you not laugh when that happens? I laughed. I pointed and laughed. We haven’t chatted since. Oh well, trust me, it was no big loss.
You also have to be very careful of what you believe on these sites. According to most of the profiles I’ve read, the world is populated with men who are 6’4”, 220 lbs, well built, active billionaires who have gotten tired of the endless parade of women running through their bed and are really looking for that one woman they can take to Paris for a romantic dinner. They like to spend their time taking care of the elderly and desperately want a family. They are independently wealthy and need someone to travel the world with.
Let me translate this profile for you: Mr. Right is 6’4” when he straps on his six inch heels. He’s 220 well-built pounds of spare tire and man boobs. He actively plays multiple online, role-playing games where he is the well-respected billionaire prince of his very own kingdom. The parade of women running through his bed are all stashed under his mattress. Their names are Miss January, Miss February, Miss March, etc. He likes French cuisine--French fries and French toast are staples in his diet. He lives in his elderly mother’s basement and only wants children so he’ll have someone to hand his mint condition Star Wars action figure collection down to. “Independently wealthy” is code for “hasn’t worked in four years, but makes enough money to support his Little Debbie habit by mowing his neighbor’s lawn”. And yes, he is looking for someone to travel the world with. He just needs someone to pay for his ticket in to every Comicon on the planet. And just in case his profile didn’t entice you, he whips out his junk live via webcam.
Another pitfall of the online dating world is that you can say things in an email or chat that you’d never say in real life. The guy who has a hard time asking you if he can kiss you good night on a real date is the same guy who’s telling you he’d like to tie you up and eat Jell-O salad off your stomach in a chat. He’d never ask you to wear a maid’s costume on that ever important third date, but on your second chat he’s asking you to lick chocolate syrup off your breasts and describe the sensations of your “tongue on your fun bags” (direct quote). And when you say hell to the no, they act like you’re the prude. It’s not that you have dignity or are just not comfortable sending something out into the electronic universe that might embarrass you at a future parent teacher conference. In their opinion, you’re sexually repressed and they have been sent to you by the fates to pry open your chastity belt. And to prove it, they whip out their manhood.
Dating sucks. It sucks hard. And dating online seems to be the hardest. Maybe I’m not looking at this in the right light. Maybe I need to change my view of dating and my view of myself. Maybe I need to “embellish” my profile. “Former Victoria’s Secret super model looking for love. I am 5’10”, 110 lbs, 38-26-36, long blond hair, sparkling blue eyes, and flawless skin. I enjoy spending my Saturdays in front of the TV cheering on your favorite team. I like to clean and I hold a degree from the Culinary Institute of America. I enjoy long nights playing Halo with your friends and my greatest wish in life is to attend a Stars Wars convention dressed in Princes Leia’s bronze bikini. I look forward to meeting you. ;)” That little wink at the end is to tell everyone my profile is complete bullshit. Do you think it will help?
Katie Harper started writing when two people showed up in her head and wouldn't leave until she told their story. They had a party. Invited a few friends over. Now she spends her days doing the bidding of imaginary people. She lives in a city made for sin on the edge of a desert with her daughter, no pets, and enough lemon bundt cake to feed a refuge camp.
19 comments:
you rock sister! I say, get that shower and get in front of some dudes for a while....good luck!
Ok, so when I saw the name of this Blog - Four Strong Women - I immediately hopped in the shower and brushed my teeth. I wanted to be presentable when I approached these ladies about a possible menage a cinco.
Then I read Katie's post and it was a totally buzz kill. Are you kidding me?? All those VS super models on the internet looking for love are really old spinsters with sagging boobs? Ah crap.
Katie, you have the most delicious wit of anyone I've ever met and you certainly know how to rock a Blog post.
So, tell me again, in the "real world", when is it acceptable to tell a woman about a toe fetish?
Oh boy, I'm crushed. Hopes dashed on the rocks of reality. And here I thought I would find Mr. Perfect out there in the great virtual ooze....darn. Guess I better trade in this stained tee shirt and flannel NY Yankees pants with fuzzy feet for something more presentable. Here in vegas that would be a tiny tube of Spandex and six inch heels. Mix and mingle, as my mother used to say. On second thought, I think I'll curl up with a good book.....
It's also scary to think of the 6 foot 4 inch guy being only 4 foot 6inches and using his dad's computer. But hey, this electronic age rocks. Thanks for sharing such a funny post.
Girl, you are too funny. Good luck with dating. I hating dating too. It sux.
OMG! I laughed so hard I snorted my coffee through my nose. That is the most hysterical post I've read in a long time. But OMG again, it's just so true. Every man thinks he's the Marlboro Man-and sometimes looking like a GQ model-and they all want women who look like Heather Locklear. And the image of Mr. Man Boobs in his jockey shorts sitting in front of his computers with his Cheetohs, dribbling crumbs on his spare tire...Katie, you have a wonderful talent for creating visuals.
Ah, reality. I wouldn't be in the dating world for all the (fill in the blank) in the world. I'm sixty-two. Bleck. My cousin who is four days younger than me (widowed twice!) is out there looking for a suitable man. It's been the pits for her.
Yeah, a good book sounds more appealing. Great post!
As Brad Paisley says "I'm so much cooler online." I salute your bravery and admit you are a better woman than I.
My first reaction when I put myself in your shoes regarding dating again? OH HELL NO!
I admire your courage and wish you the best of luck. ;-)
Sort of makes you appreciate what you've got at home. I'd much rather curl up to my own flawed man than have to find a new one. Yuck. Besides, he doesn't seem to mind my own flaws (see my post from two days ago) - in all their menopausal glory.
fantastic post Katie. Well, fantastic for me to read anyways, not so fantastic for the online daters. Dating does suck, no matter if it's digital dating, or stepping out into the 'real' world. I hope some hot man shows up at your door tonight wearing nothing but an enigmatic smile. Or, on second thought, maybe not. That might be creepy :P
*snort* You crack me up girl!
I told you that you got your funny back. Loved the post Katie. I wish you the best of luck with dating. I can't imagine going back to that, but I'm positive for you it will be a breeze. Love you lady.
LOL! Katie I love your blogs. You think it and just say it. But I feel where you're coming from. I hate dating and hope I will never have to do it again. Smooches.
Great post! I braved the online dating waters after I left my first husband in 2006, and there were definitely some frogs out there! And some things that may have crawled out from under rocks...
There was one prince, though... I met him on the dating site in 2008, moved in with him in 2009, and married him in 2010. I hope you have the same luck, Katie!
I found my husband through online dating, but it did take a while. It was the last month I was going to do it, too, when we "met." Seriously, there are a lot frogs out there. Some of them only a mother could love. (g) Yes, that's mean to say, but so, so true.
Marci
I met my husband online nearly eleven years ago. He sent me a picture of himself and in the picture was also his vain, in perfect shape brother so he wasn't even trying to be the best looking guy in the pic. He is however the better man and I know that for sure...however, one day we can share online dating stories because I didn't meet him first lol.
Too funny, and you sound beautiful, Katie. Can I show you my wenis? I do have one, but I don't think I would be whipping out the same thing as these guys. LOL Hang in there.
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